No regrets

Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket

2011-02-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

My blog is dead and sad,just like me :)

When I was a child,I used to believe in so many things:Fairytales,Santa Claus,Shooting stars,Dreams,Hope and most importantly, People and that everyone had kindness in them.But as you grow older,that warm heart that used to believe in everything is gone,in it's place is a stone cold thing that barely counts as a heart,that thing slowly locked up the goodness in me as I grow older,not because I realise how cruel people can be,how heartless the world is,but because my heart can't take it anymore,every loneliness I felt, every betrayal,every lie,every broken promises,every harsh words spoken,it cuts a deep wound in me,it never had the time to heal and with every cut it bleeds even more.Now it's locked away deep in the stone cold thing where only a few people can reach it,it's healed but it bares a thick scar now.Reminding me of everything those people has done to me,reminding me to not ever be like them,and that I have to be strong.

2011-01-21T18:34:00.003+08:00

I shot for the sky, I'm stuck on the ground

So why did I try? I know I'm gonna fall down.

I fell down,again and again,

Because I won't stop trying.

But this time,I won't fall,

Because I won't try.

Falling down and getting back up shows that you're strong,

That you'll never give up.

But when one falls too many times for the same reason,

One would not get up again,

As we'll only fall and hurt ourselves once more.

I'm done trying,

I'll just curl on the floor,

Trying to save whatever dignity I have left and to put back the broken pieces of myself.

I'm tired of chasing after things that I'll never have.

2010-12-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

Right now, I wish that I could just die in total peace,where nothing can mentally harm me anymore.

I'm sorry

2010-11-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

For the first time in my life, I've not been attending school 5 out of 7 days in a week,never tried that before and it was kinda fun,don't need to wake up 5.30am in the morning and rot the dewan.Instead, for the first time in who knows how many month I actually slept through more than 6 hours in a night without waking up every 2 hours.

BUT,that's not really the point of this post.It's November now and it means HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!But surprisingly I don't feel the usual excitement or the happiness of knowing that I have about one and a half month of holiday.Instead, I felt sad.Maybe it's because I'm gonna separate with my dear classmates next year and go into a class that I'm not familiar with?or maybe it's because some of my friends are transferring school next year?whichever it is it's still a separation,it's just that one is less painful than the other.Honestly,I can't believe 3 years has passed since the day I step into the 3c classroom,now when i rethink all the memories I have there whether is it an argument or a celebration,I realize that I will really miss my class.

But,no matter how much I'll miss it or how reluctant am I to separate with my dear classmates I can't really stop those things from happening,so all I can say is thanks for all the memories,regardless of whether it''s a bitter or sweet memory,you guys really taught me so many things,if I had chose to go another school that day in form1,my life would be so different and I'm sure it will not be as great as my life now.

I know I have many wrong things,some I apologize for and some I think they deserve it,but nevertheless you guys are still one of the most awesome people I ever met because most of you don't judge,you just accept me for who I am and I truly appreciate that and when I say that I don't just mean my current classmates but to all you awesome people who stood by me when I cry or when I'm frustrated.

Lastly,I'm so sorry for all the things I've done to upset you,really,I am.

Decisions

2010-10-21T18:57:00.004+08:00

In every form3 students life,there comes a time where you need to make an important decision and that is to choose which stream to take for the next 2 years in secondary school.Honesty,I am so confuse.

At first, I thought that I would take what many of the seniors are taking,pure science and accounts,but this year,it's different.Due to the new syllables the government has come out with,accounts students now have to do kerja krusus,starting this year.This project has to be marked by the school teacher therefore you can't take accounts outside by hiring a tutor like what the seniors are doing.

When they told us that,I was so lost.I always said that I will enter pure science with additional accounts,but now that everything's changed I'm not so sure anymore.Although my ambition has always to become a psychiatrist,but how sure am I that I'll still stick to this ambition until I grow up?I chose to take pure science but it doesn't allow us to take accounts as an additional subject.What if in the midway of being a pure science student I realize that I have no interest in Biology and that I want to be in other field instead?!

Damn damn damn,why can't they offer us a stream where there is biology and accounts?that way not just me but so many others can just choose that and be happy,but,dreams are only a dream and I doubt that it will come true anyway.

After discussing it with my parents I decided to take pure science anyway,hope that I won't regret this decision because it'll be too late for it.It's now when we start to realize how one small step can change the outcome of our lives,okay,so maybe it was too exaggerating. =/

Realisation

2010-10-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

Okay,so this blog has been dead for,erm,almost 2 months,but it's not really my fault, I'm just too lazy to write,plus, I have nothing to write. As you all know, PMR is finally over,we've all been like super stress the week before PMR and some of them are discussing questions and checking answers with friends and online.Honestly,i don't feel panic during the exam but my hands were shaking on the first day of PMR, but after one minute sitting there, getting used to being in the exam hall, I calmed down and do my papers.And yes, my BM paper is so dead,but heck, I was never good in that language anyway.

You know,before PMR all of us are so busy studying, our timetables are literally packed with 10 hours of non-stop studying,5 hours of sleep,6 hours of school and the other extra 3 hour to eat,go to the bathroom and of course,online.We were so busy that we stopped noticing things, things that annoyed and bothered me before doesn't irritate me anymore now that I have much more important things to think about, to worry myself about. During that time I truly stopped caring whether or not that person is being an idiot or if that person is angry at me. I had so little time in my hands that I just simply stopped acting like I paid attention to what they say, I just simply said : "oh" and ended the whole conversation.Now when I think about it,maybe I was being a little too harsh to some of the people,but some of them do deserve it.

So,PMR is over now,and instead of feeling happy because of our new found freedom and spare time, I felt bored.I was literally sitting on my sofa thinking what should I do now and realize that I had done everything on my list not once but twice.I was so bored that I started sleeping like a pig just to kill time. Not just that but after PMR when your mind deletes everything you've studied and creating more and more empty spaces in that brain of yours,you started to notice things again.I started to get annoyed and irritated again,now that I think about it,that person has always been that way but I just never noticed and now that I'm free again,I started to realize what an annoying person can she be.But hey,I'm not the only one who thinks so too and there's a number of people who agrees with me.I maybe an annoying person, but you are just on the next level, a level where only you can achieve,only YOU can annoy me that much and still expect me to laugh it off and act like nothing's happened,only you can think like you know me well and still say some stupid things that pisses me off and think that I won't get mad.Well,you are so wrong.

For a moment there I actually felt guilty and mean for saying those things about you,but when you said those words to me and think that I will still apologize to you after that incident, I just feel like what I said wasn't enough, I just can't even talk to you like it was before.

Do you?

2010-08-29T17:41:00.003+08:00

If I say that I am an anti-social person,will you ever believe me?

This may sound cliche, but if I told you that I often feel lonely in a mist of crowds,will you believe me?

If I say that I'm a bitch who's heart is filled with bitterness,unhappiness and hatred,will you believe me?

Will you ever believe that I am a selfish person who thinks about herself and puts herself before many things?

Will you ever believe that I often feel really out-of-place and wanted to be left alone many times?

Will you ever believe that I'm a hypocrite who at the same time wants to be alone yet wants to have lots of people around me?

Will you believe that I'm a problematic person?

Will you believe that I'm someone who dislikes many people?

Do you believe that I am a very judgmental person?

Do you believe that I am a very good liar?

If you ARE reading this now,would you believe that I am who I said I am?
Some of the things I've listed out is true, some are fake.would you ever trust me again, knowing that I am not who I appear to be?

Many said that they know me,many said that I am really predictable. But if I ask them what kind of person I really am, some are speechless while some can rant on for a long time. Yet, among all those who've commented on what kind of a person I really am, how many are there that are true? the answer is : very few. Many thinks that they know me very well, the truth is, they just saw the side of me that I wanted them to see. However, some people are really observant, they saw through me no matter how hard I tried to hide who I really am.

While I'm typing this, I feel so lost. Sometimes I wished that there will be a day where there's no need for me to pretend, but I guess that that day will never come. Some people knows me as the cheerful girl, some knows me as the tomboyish girl, while some knows me as the noisy girl. I wonder, if those people read this now, will they be surprised that the cheerful girl doesn't sound cheerful? or the noisy girl sounds so quiet now?

When Life meets Imperfections

2010-07-23T22:26:00.003+08:00

Life is a ticket to the greatest show on earth.
Martin H. Fischer

Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.
Lillian Dickson

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; But often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.
Helen Keller

The best of times is now.
Oprah Winfrey

Behind that smile

2010-07-21T16:54:00.006+08:00

To all you people out there who thinks I'm a total freak, I don't give a damn whether or not I fit in with the "Popular" crowd. I don't care if you stared at me as though I'm some freak when I'm doing something strange and childish like singing nursery rhymes or jumping up and down like an idiot.I live my life the way I like it and I love every moment of it. So what if I don't speak the way you do or care about your looks and actions the way you do?By letting myself free and not binding myself to become someone I'm not, I felt more happier. So why should you care so much? It's none of your business.

Yeah, I know that sometimes I'm loud and rude and that I don't act like a girl. But you know what? I don't care. I'm not even close to you anyway. Who gave you the power to criticize me when you don't even know me well? You think you know what I am, you think that I am immature, loud, rude, weird, crazy. You think that everyone should act like you. Well, I'm happy the way I am. You think that I don't see it? The way you stared at me as though I'm mad. You're no different from everyone else, you never take the time to get to know me better, you never knew what kind of person I really am. Unlike others who took the time to know me better, you can't differentiate between me and the masks I've put on. So yeah, who do you think you are?

Haven't you heard? The best people are often the mad/weird ones. Don't judge me when I don't judge you. I am not like you and I will never be like you. Each one of us are unique base on the way we look, the way we act and the way we speak. I have no intentions of being another replica of you and the others who think you're on the top of the school popularity chart. So what if you're popular? It just means that you know more people. So yeah, back off.

What is life?

Life is the way you wanted it to be, only you can decide how you're gonna live your life

Breakaway

2010-07-15T18:20:00.002+08:00

If I cry, will you care?
If I laugh, will you laugh with me?
If I'm angry,will you ask me what happened?
If I'm troubled, will you try and help me solve my problems?
If I'm sad, will you be sad too?

If I have the chance to turn back time,
I wished I could undo all the wrong things that I've done to you.
I wished that a single "sorry" could wipe away everything.

IF I repeat what I've done before,
Will you finally hate me?
And tell me to go away?
So that I won't have to see or hear you again.
So that I could finally move on.

2010-06-29T19:02:00.006+08:00

One day, I was watching tv when I heard a familiar song with beautiful lyrics. It's the theme song of a show with a funny name called "Return of Cuckoo". It was a Hong Kong drama that I watched when I was a kid and from that day on, the song is stuck in my head.God, after 10 years and I can still remember the lyrics. I think my friends seriously wants to kill me now 'cause I have been singing the chorus of this song non-stop for two days.TWO DAYS.They must've think I've gone crazy.

Damn, I sound like a freak.

Anyway, here's the lyrics of the song. Credits to k-tvb.net for translating the song, though it sounded a little bit weird so I changed some part of it.

Wish you well

By Julian Cheung.

Listening to you continuously calling out to me
A torn wound, calming my strained heart
I'm in grief, I just can’t say that our love has no result
My mouth and lips are tightly locked up

Crying and not a word spoken
Afraid, that it will implicate your life
Having no regrets, the only regretful thing is to have met you
I've given you too much trouble

I would rather not hug you, and stay together with you until we're old
Letting you come and go freely
Though in my heart I still love you
If you've met him, know that he is far better than me
Hoping to look from afar, wishing that you are well and safe
Even though I could not tell you personally.

But I still only want to silently bid my goodbye
Just let me bleed like the sky and ocean wide
so long as you are white like ice-snow

I would rather not hug you, and wished that I could stay together with you until we're old
Letting you come and go freely
Though in my heart I still love you
If you've met him, know that he is far better than me
Hoping to look from afar, wishing that you are well and safe
Even though I wished that I could personally tell you that.

2010-06-27T18:36:00.003+08:00

LIFE

Love is painful

Love is blind

Love is beautiful

Who are we to say what exactly is love when everyone is so different that the things we've been through are different too.A friend once told me this : Some may have found their love at a very young age, some may die without even knowing love at all.

I remembered a legend that I read from a book, humans are originally created with two heads, two pairs of hands and legs, and they are very strong and intelligent. Seeing how powerful the humans have become, the gods decide to split them in half and scattered them all around the world. So to speak, each one of us are just two halves of a whole. I know, this is a really weird legend, but at the same time, it's kind of sweet in a way too.

For some reason, I felt really emo today, so yeah, I type this weird post out! =/

-Smile, even though the world frowns at you -

P.S : credits to whoever who owns these pictures as I found them in Google =)

WTH

2010-06-25T23:17:00.003+08:00

Random things that happened today.

1) I accidentally jabbed my leg with a scissors while trying to help teacher with the Teacher's day stuff.It would look a lot cooler if I was injured while cutting some things right?well,I'm not that lucky.I wasn't even using it.I was helping my friend holding it and didn't realize the pointing end of the scissors was just 0.1mm away from my leg.Then, I sat down and the scissors jabbed my leg and it was bleeding.Now my skirt has a tiny hole where the scissors pierced through it.

2) When I told my friend about it, she LAUGHED.When I told my mom about it, she said, I DESERVED IT.

3) After realizing the fact that I'm a clumsy fool with balancing problems,my UBK teacher says that I was never to be left alone,especially with a scissors.

4)When I came back home from tuition, it was 8pm. IT WAS REALLY DARK AND IT WAS RAINING.I PLAYED FETCH WITH MY DOG.THE PEOPLE WHO PASSED BY HOUSE MUST'VE THINK I'M A FREAK.

5)While playing fetch,my dog decided that he would not bring back the bone.So I chased it around the garden while it was raining.IN THE DARK and ended up getting wet and a part of my jeans is filled with mud.

Dear blog,
HOW THE HELL DID ALL OF THIS HAPPENED?

2010-06-09T13:27:00.004+08:00

Dear blog,

ITS OFFICIALLY THE MID-YEAR HOLIDAYS few days ago

However, I could not enjoy the beautiful holidays like the others as I have piano exams today so i've been torturing my hands by practicing nonstop.I should be relieved though, because the exam is now over and i can fully enjoy these beautiful days where I don't have to get up early in the morning to go to school.

UNFORTUNATELY, I SCREWED MY EXAMS AND NOW I'M STRESSING MY HEART OUT TO THINK WHETHER OR NOT WILL I PASS.
THE ODDS ARE AGAINST ME.

I have never played a song with so many mistakes before in an exam.I even screwed my oral test that was suppose to be my best.what's the cause of all this? A FEELING CALLED PANIC
damn you, Panic, for making my fingers tremble and for making me forget everything i'm suppose to remember for my exams.

The exam fees is rm399, so it means I PAID RM400 TO FAIL.damn.

But I shall look on the bright side,at least the examiner was an extremely kind and nice person that he helped me when I answered my oral test questions wrongly.
Now I just hope that he's kind enough to give a 100 to pass.but I seriously doubt it.

ANYWAY,THE ONLY THING I CAN LOOK FORWARD NOW IS TDC TOMORROW.

2010-05-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

DEAR SLEEPING BLOG,

EXAMS HERE.
DAMN.

I don't even get why is there such a thing called EXAM or TUITION.Are we humans so dumb that we have to rely on these evil things to help us remember the things we learn in school like 1+1=2?

Are we really that hopeless that we have to pay some other smarter human a ton of cold hard cash to teach us what we've already or going to learn in school ... ...

But according to the idiotic facts of life, EXAMS was created to tell us that some of us are just plain stupid, no talent in academics or just average while some others are perfect genius.We are there to take the Exams and get bad grades so that the smarter ones will look even smarter when they get their straights As or their perfect score ... ...

And after trying your hardest in the exam, you think : Maybe I COULD get an A. Well, life is harsh and dreams are meant to be broken. You came home with a B and you were scolded like shit and when you say you've tried your best, they'll scold you even more by saying that the only thing we teenagers do best is finding excuses.

Well, that's life before,during and after exams. As I type this now, my mind is filled with images of me failing my exams
:'(

Boom!

2010-04-27T17:28:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,
For the first time in the year, I skipped UBK. :) Due to mid-terms coming soon, I have now officially locked myself in my house with nothing but chocolates, mp3, phone, computer, tv ... ... ... oh, and books.Lots and lots of reference books.Now as I sit in front of the computer thinking about how miserable life will be.I took a bite out of the torturing Mars bar. :) oh, and I shall study until my head explode. :D

Oh yeah, it turns out that JPS exams(latih tubi actually) are canceled.I was damn freaking worried for nothing. :)

2010-04-26T16:43:00.002+08:00

OH GOD.
I FOUND OUT THAT JPS EXAMS IS ON NEXT WEEK.
GAWD.
NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT IT
I AM SO DEAD
AND FOR SOME REASON
I'M SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER TYPING THIS CRAP INSTEAD IF STUDYING MY HEART OUT
SHIT.
DAMN.
OH WELL, SEE YOU IN HELL.

Dying Day

2010-04-25T18:25:00.003+08:00

24/04/2010

1.
Went to Canteen Day yesterday,
the weather was so damn hot and I was sweating the hell out of myself.
But overall the event was quite fun, although I almost died of lack of oxygen while lining up for 5 Browser's haunted house.

2.
Went to rehersal at Summit hotel.
To be honest.the place looked kinda creepy.
And for some reason.the ballroom smells like food + something else.yucks.
We weren't allowed to on the air-cond and the place was super hot.
grr...

3.
INSTALLATION NIGHT.
I was late :)
limin, daryl and jocelyn reached there before us.
Overall, the event was okay, I guess.
The food was kinda nice :)
but I really hope my friends had fun :(
*praying*

2010-04-25T18:22:00.002+08:00

WTF?!
Oh God,
I feel like slapping someone ... ... ...
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THAT PERSON?!
AARGH!!!

2010-04-22T16:16:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,
I'm wondering.
How is it that anyone can be so arrogant that they would not accept a single opinion or suggestion?
Seriously?!
Why is it that there is such an arrogant person?
but what the hell,
I DON"T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE
I'll gladly pass that burden to some other poor fellow.
If you want to bitch about me behind my back.
Do it.
I don't care anymore.
You mean nothing to me.

2010-04-21T15:22:00.002+08:00

Happy belated Birthday to DARYL CHEAH MING LUN! xD

and
Happy Birthday to HUI SI! :)

Hope the both of you have a great year,great day and a great life!!!
And
hope that your days are filled with joy and laughters!
:D
Love you always :)

2010-04-19T15:29:00.006+08:00

Dear blog,
Forgive me for making you sleep so long.
Really really SORRY. :)

Anyway.

During Sunday, I went to a Q&A session at the SJBA temple.the speaker was a 112 year old lady named Teresa Hsu and her good friend whose name I forgotten :)

Teresa Hsu :D

Teresa Hsu Chih was born in the year 1898.She is a lady who has a heart of gold.She willingly help others without asking for anything in return.She believes that love conquers all.For a lady who is more than a hundred years old, sister Teresa is a very healthy person,she is also very sharp and witty.Although she is old,her heart is young.at the age of 67, she took up Yoga. :)

She also founded the 'Home of the Aged Sick' that cared for the unfortunate old people and the 'Heart to Heart Service' that provide food,clothes and monthly cash contributions to those who are in need.She said something that touched me deeply.This is something that she said to some of the old people she took cared of:"If your children don't love you, I will".It is really rare to find a person who will say that with sincerity.Truly,sister Teresa is a wonderful person.She ended most of her answers with 'Ha ha ha',she told us to laugh not from the mouth but from the heart. :)

Oh,and her favourite food is Char Kuey Teow and Vanilla Ice cream.NOT something you would normally hear from an old lady. :0

Things I wished you knew about me

2010-04-12T17:32:00.003+08:00

Things I wished you knew about me:

1.I hate lying, backstabbing idiots.you talk bad about me,it better be the truth or I'll make your life miserable

2.I really don't mind you yelling at me right in my face.JUST AS LONG AS YOU'RE YELLING AT ME FOR THE RIGHT REASON.

3.I may sound like I'm insulting you.But I'm NOT.it's just the way I am.

4.If I did something that annoyed you or made you angry.LET ME KNOW.DO NOT
TALK BAD ABOUT ME BEHIND ME BACK AND ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED.

5.Insult my friend or my family.Prepare to get a long scolding/lecturing/yelling from me.

6.NEVER EVER judge me through my looks.LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING.

7.When I smile, there's a big chance that I'm crying or angry inside.

8.If you think that I'll forget about the things you've done to me.THINK AGAIN.i may have short term memory.but there are somethings that I'll remember for A VERY LONG TIME.

9.I really really hate people who waste life by saying:"I don't care" more than 5 times a day.You're here for a reason.

10.I don't like people who ask too many questions.I know that you're just curious or you're just worried about me.but I really don't like it.

:)

Love?

2010-04-02T15:35:00.006+08:00

Love is like an antidote.

It heals a broken heart
and brings back the smile on your face.
Yet at the same time,
Love is like a powerful weapon.
It can break you heart
And make you cry all night long. ♥

YourGuardianAngel

2010-04-01T18:19:00.002+08:00

Your Guardian Angel
By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

'Cause you're my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

The furthest distance in the world

2010-03-11T16:59:00.008+08:00

The furthest distance in the world
Is not between life and death
But when I stand in front of you
Yet you don't know that I love you

The furthest distance in the world
Is not when I stand in front of you
Yet you can't see my love
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both
Yet cannot be together

The furthest distance in the world
Is not being apart while being in love
But when plainly can not resist the yearning
Yet pretending
You have never been in my heart

The furthest distance in the world
Is not
But using one's indifferent heart
To dig an uncrossable river
For the one who loves you ♥

by Rabindranath Tagore

(not sure if whether is he the creator of the poem!)

2010-02-16T17:27:00.002+08:00

It's Chinese New Year again!!!! $.$ one of my favorite season of the year...
WELL...actually,it's kinda boring,like Christmas.
For some reason,New Year has the same old theme every year--prosperous,luck and healthy.Even thought there are different zodiacs representing the year, the theme is always the same!!!And every year we say the same old things like 'gong xi fa chai'! the phrase means congrats for having lots of money,or something like that,but you don't really see people having LOTS of money.so what's that purpose of congratulating the person.I've been saying the phrase for the past 10 years and I still don't understand why do we have to say it...
Okay,I'm being too emotional here...
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Just calm down.
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New year's the same every year.
It's always the same routine:
-Pack 'Angpau'
-No meat for first half day of CNY (half day vegetarian :D )
-Wish friends and family Happy Chinese New Year
-Receiving 'Angpau'
-Go visiting
-Watch movies
*yawn* but fun :D

p/s : During Chinese New Year eve and Chinese New Year,I've sent countless messages to my friends so I think my phone bill is really really high now T-T...

2010-02-11T15:41:00.002+08:00

On the 11th February 1995,a girl was born..
A very very special girl who always made her friends laugh...
A unique girl that's very creative and talented in art...
A girl's that one of a kind
And one that loves her family and friends
Today is the day she finally turn 15!!! :)

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Happy Birthday to Cherie!!!
Hope you have a great year filled with joys and laughter!!!

2010-02-11T15:29:00.002+08:00

Went to Gavel Meeting yeaterday
Xinvee's mom fetch me there and it's friggin jam.We took about 15-30 minuets to drive a no-even-one-kilometers road -.-,plus,it's raining really heavily...damn...
Everyone's late and the rain just got bigger....damn again....
But overall it was an okay meeting. Xinvee fetch me home :)

2010-02-07T18:51:00.002+08:00

What happened in Saturday:

no1:
Went to Sports Day.Damn...it was really boring and the grass is so damn muddy.Once again,Bluster lost...T-T...when will Bluster have the chance to win???
3 things that happened in Sports Day
-Cheered for all my friends who took part in events :)
For those who won,congrats!!!
-Painted my friend's hand purple which lead to my own hand 'kena-ing' purple T-T
-Sweated like a cow

no2:
Went to Taipan :)
-Got sunburn
-Ate at Happy Days (yum! yum!)
-Took lots of pics

Overall,my leg is dying and I have two different skin tone,but at least it was fun :)

2010-02-03T17:53:00.002+08:00

Tried making Mac and Cheese today...again...
For some reason,
It just doesn't come out right...
It's my second time trying and it's getting worse and worse...
Gah...
It's either there's no taste...
Too much water...
Too much salt...
Or even all three of it...
Damn...
Guess I just have to keep trying....
T-T

2010-02-01T15:42:00.002+08:00

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Happy Birthday to Kim!!!!
(the first girl from the right)
You finally 15!!!
You can now proudly sing Taylor Swift's "Fifteen"
Hope you have a great year, a great day and a great time...
Wishing to the stars that all your dreams comes true
Hoping that you'll have no worries and smile always...
Love you always!!!
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2010-01-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

Been feeling really emo lately...
I don't really know why...
But I keep feeling like I want to cry...
Well...I did...
I cried on Fri...
And it felt really good :)
At the same time very embarrassing...
'Cause i cried IN class...
damn...

2010-01-30T22:06:00.002+08:00

Saturday...
Don't you just love it?
The feeling of waking up in the morning knowing that there's no school today?
No rush?
Not worrying about being late and miss your transport....

2010-01-24T18:56:00.005+08:00

Went out with my cousins today...
With means skipping SDS :) .... and also TQ :( ...
But I guess it was worth it....

Ughh...
Too damn tired to blog any boring crap...
Leg's hurting like hell...
By the way...
There's school tomorrow... :(
By NO English... :)
So yeah..
Bye...

ToTiredToCry

2010-01-23T15:37:00.002+08:00

I really don't know why...
but I've been feeling really irritated lately...
Everything that seems so normal to me before became very weird...
And for some reason...
It sometimes makes me quite angry...
Anyway...
I feel really pissed off lately...
Is it that important that I have to take it???
Can't i make my own decisions???
No matter whatever relationship it is...
Whether is it friends or family...
Shouldn't they support my decision...
Instead...
They disagree with my decisions...
And even criticized me for it...
It's my life isn't it???
Shouldn't I be the one to decide who and what I want to be???
I'm not a doll that wears whatever clothes others decide...
Or speak and act the way they wanted...
I'm really really tired...
Tired of putting up a normal face at home when I really want to cry...
Tired of explaining...
All I want is to be free of all this....
All I want is to be who I want to be...

2010-01-20T17:05:00.002+08:00

Ticking time
Passing days
What am I doing wasting my time
Talking about my dreams when I'm not even doing anything
'Cause i'm pulled back by my emotions
Feeling so confuse
What should I do???
Sometimes,
I really hate life...

2009-12-23T17:16:00.003+08:00

It's Christmas again!!!
I want my presents!!!!
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Too lazy to type...
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Merry Xmas!!!

2009-12-17T13:44:00.004+08:00

I wish I could undo my mistakes

Staying away
What's life gonna be when you're gone...
I guess I already knew that answer...
Cause you were never in my life
I know what it'll do to the both of us
But I did it anyway
I'm sorry
I should have just stayed away
Days has passed
And that day is getting near
Will we still be friends again???
I wished I could just forget everything
But I couldn't...
Maybe that's the punishment...
For acting so reckless,so stupid
I'm sorry...
I really am...

2009-09-22T20:20:00.002+08:00

Damn...
Don't feel like blogging anything...
Can I just delete the blog???
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Holiday's really boring...
At first I plan to stay at home...
But since I'm really really short of $$....
I became the office girl and worked at my parent's office...
It's even more boring than staying at home...
[>.<]

2009-09-12T20:36:00.008+08:00

Praying for a shooting star...

To grant that impossible wish of mine...

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Been feeling kinda moody lately...
Maybe it's the weather...
Maybe it's the stress...
Maybe it's something that I can't let go...
Whatever it is....
It's making me crazy...
And I really can't take it any longer...

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Went to JingXian's house today...
We're there to celebrate LiMin's birthday...
It was quite fun...
but the weather was really really hot...
A few more minutes later and I'm gonna get heat stroke...
Pictures that were taken today will be upload soon...

If today was your last day

2009-09-04T11:30:00.001+08:00

If today was your last day

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love
If today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love
If today was your last day?

2009-09-03T18:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to these wonderful people...

(2nd September)

Zhe Yoong!!!!
Our cute tofu!!!!

Hope you have a wonderful birthday!!!
*stay happy*
*stay healthy!!!*
(P/S : hope you can find you "Mr.Tofu" soon!!!)

Then...

(1st September)

Lai Hoe Nam!!!!

A very very very happy b'day to you!!!!
**Hope all your dreams come true!!!**

2009-08-24T15:11:00.002+08:00

went to Smk Subang Jaya today cause got Piano Theory exam...
My exam was suppose to be held in my school but since it's close down...
So I'm stuck there...
When we just started our exam...
Some guy comes in and asked...
"Who's here from Smk Usj12?"
A couple of people(including me)raised their hand...
We were all like thinking: What the hell?
Then that guy went to other classes and asked...
Later he came back to our class and asked all of Smk Usj12 students to go to another room...
Why?
'Cause our school was closed down for the flu so they quarantine us...
The examiner was like wearing masked and all...==...
Anyway...
SMK SJ is serious a nice school...
Definitely better than my school...
It's bigger and nicer...

P/S :hope I pass my exam 'cause if I fail...I'm sooo dead...

2009-08-23T17:35:00.002+08:00

Been feeling quite emo lately...
So didn't feel like blogging...
So I decided to leave my blog in coma...
Anyway....

Our beloved school is closed down...
One of our teacher passed away...
As for the reason...
I'm sure anyone who's read the newspaper will find out...
But really...
There's not much difference cause it's almost school holidays...
Even though I'm feeling a bit happy cause there's no school...
I really hope that that teacher will rest in peace...
And hope that her family and friends are okay...

Other that that...
School holidays been pretty much boring...

2009-08-12T11:22:00.002+08:00

Can't go to school today 'cause I'm sick....
Since I'm feeling pretty boring here....
So I've decided to update my blog....
It's waking up from coma....
(note : It's NOT dead kay? it's just in coma)

Monday....

came back from the camp on Sunday....
Feeling tired and sick....
Went to the doctor at night...
And....
Two days off school!!!!
Wait....
Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
hmm....

Tuesday....

The class monitor(JingXian), assistant monitor(me!!!) and KetuaKebersihan(JunnYew)...
IS ABSENT....
wondering hows the class...
so...
All our job is left to the Ketua Keceriaan(XinJun)...
the poor girl...
She must be cursing us when she's at school....^-^...
Anyway....
Life's pretty much quite boring at home...
NO one to talk to....T-T...
NO nice shows to watch...T.T....
NO chips and cold drinks!!!...ToT....
Life sucks....
But at least getting better!!! ^^

P/S : hope all my friends are getting better...I miss you guys...TT

2009-08-07T10:34:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog.....
Don't know what to write....
How 'bout...

(Drum Roll please.....)
Exam's finally over!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!

but....

gonna get back the results d....
Got back some yesterday....
Seni...dead...
Bm...alive!!!!....
Chinese...half dead....
Geo...alive again!!!!....

Teacher say giving back maths.....
Hope I'll stay alive until my next birthday....
praying......

2009-07-28T12:47:00.002+08:00

Miss school today 'cause i had gastric yesterday....
At first I thought it was nothing....
And that I'll be fine after eating something....
But I guess I was wrong....
And the price to pay for my mistakes was pure torture....
My stomach hurts like hell and I was vomiting like there's no tomorrow....
And the worst part is....
When my parents took me to the clinic...
The doctor suggested that I need an injection....
cause I'll end up vomiting everything i ate or drank....
After that the nurse gave me lots of medicine...
And all of them tasted like crap.....
I swear....
I'll always eat when I'm hungry....
Hope that this doesn't happen again....

2009-07-23T10:25:00.002+08:00

Tuesday....
have oral test...
damn nervous...
but lucky thing I memorized it....
got 24 out of 30.....
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Had the worst PJK class of my life.....
Insects flying everywhere and water puddles are full of who-knows-what....
It was sooooooooo disgusting.....
If the next PJK class is like this again.....
I'll fake an illness and skip class.....

Happy Birthday...(again)

2009-07-18T20:16:00.002+08:00

17-7-09.....

Happy Birthday
to
Qi En!!!!
the talented gal who likes to hit me(jz kdding)!!!!^o^
give a round of applause!!!!!
(sorry no pics)

And...
(come on.....shout out loud!!!!)

18-7-09.....

Happy Birthday
to
Zhen Wei!!!!!
(the girl on the right)
the koala bear(long time didn't call d)!!!! ^O^

Hope that both of you
stay cute....
smart.....
happy.....
and of course.....
healthy!!!!!

Happy Birthday

2009-07-14T10:40:00.004+08:00

13/7...

Happy Birthday to Natalia!!!!!
Hope all your wishes come true amd may you have the best birthday ever!!!!!
--stay happy
--stay pretty
--stay smart (the next genius!!!!)

And.....
(drum roll please......)

14/7....

Happy birthday to Nur Farah!!!!
^o^ your cupcakes rocks!!!!!! ^o^
smile always...^-^

Happy Birthday

2009-07-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

A very happy birthday to my bro....
you're finally 18!!!
not that I'm saying you're old....
but....
it's another candle on your cake....
still...
hope that all your wishes come true!!!!!

2009-07-10T10:54:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to XinJun....you're finally 14!!!!!yay!!!!!

hope you have a wonderful birthday....
and may all your dreams come true....
even though they're impossible.....

-(*)- Happy Birthday!!!! -(*)-

2009-07-07T10:16:00.002+08:00

Damn lazy to update wei.....
anyway.....
went Seafield Carnival on Sun....
that freaking place is so much better + bigger than my school....
but....
because it's so big.....
i walked till i can't feel my legs anymore......
but still....
at least i met lots of old friends there....

P/S : ZY's right...should queue up for the haunted house......

2009-07-05T17:41:00.006+08:00

3/7.....
Happy birthday to my beloved friends Xin Vee and Jing Xian......
two very different people born on the same special day.....

( Jing Xian)

(Xin Vee)

Wish you all the best in life!!!!!
--stay cute
--stay smart
--stay crazy
--stay healthy

Happy 14th birthday!!!!!!! ^o^

2009-06-27T15:57:00.001+08:00

About One or Two days ago.......
The great 'King of Pop'--Michael Jackson.....
has passed away..........
I may not be a fan of his......
but still......
one of his song has brought back many good memories....
we'll miss you a lot.....
so......
may you rest in peace......

(1958-2009)

---You are not alone---
by Michael Jackson

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...

2009-06-27T14:16:00.000+08:00

Just came back from school....
today's 'hari terbuka' and i went to school to help teacher.....
but it was really boring and everyone played with their handphones.....
my mom came to take the report card...
the teacher says that my grade's drop and that i'm a bit talkative.....
which means i'm dead when my parents get home.....
if I don't survive this.......
Clubbing at Ching Ming!!!!

Felling so damn tire so i guess i'll stop here......
xp...die-ing......

2009-06-24T09:49:00.000+08:00

NOTE: My blog's sleeping......not in coma.......

Last Sat....i finally turn 14th!!!!!yay for me.....but it means i'm old one year right.....haiz.....it feels weird......anyway.....have activities at school dat day and cause its my day...i talked my mom into letting me bring d digi cam to school.....thx god i brought it coz i capture some great moments that cannot be describe through words.....haha......after activities,me and zhe yoong(tofu!:p) went to xinjun's house for oral test practice and i celebrate my older-a-year day with my family at oneU.....

ps: zhe yoong screamed at almost every pics i took.....

advertisement:best orange juice?

D only pic dat zhe yoong didn't scream.....she yell.....
(thx teacher for helping us take d pic!)

(Kimberley and MinLi)
pretty girl.....

(me and zhe yoong(miss screamsalot):P)

(zhe yoong)
The ' Juliet' fainted when she found out Romeo's dead......
and for some reason.....Juliet's smiling....hmm....

(zhe yoong)

Juliet just won't stop crying after knowing Romeo's gone.....

(zhe yoong and wei qi)
So Wei Qi decided to comfort her.....
but in return she was almost hugged to dead by Juliet....

(Wei Qi)

finally free from Juliet!!!

(me and Xin Vee(starfish))

(Xinjun and me)
d two crazy unofficial photographers.....

2009-06-11T11:49:00.001+08:00

this boring holiday just got worst......
no1.....
lots of my friends are going camp today.....
so there's no one to chat with cause they're not allow to bring hand phones.....
no2.....
I think i'm addicted to RC and Facebook....
it has GOT TO STOP.....
cause I think the electricity bill was double because of it...
no3.....
my history project is NOT finished....
its due after holidays.....
which means I'm dead.....
no4....
Teory exam's in2 months and I completely did not study.....

2009-06-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

(nice show!!!damn funny!!!!)

(YuJing and ZheYoong)

at Sushi King waiting for the food.It took them so long to serve....dying of hunger...

went Sunway with Cherie,Yu Jing and Zhe Yoong.....
watched 17 again starring Zac Efron....
the show's funny.....but too bad...
we missed d starting....grr....
we met lots of friends there.....
old friends like Denise and Ju Ting....
schoolmates like Wei Jun, Amanda and more......
spent who-knows-how-much....
and now all my savings gone....T.T.....
By d way.....
TVXQ's The Secret Code came out....^^
hope can buy coz cannot download their songs....

2009-06-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

Went to pui yan's house last friday....juz after Teacher's day.I was so tired and I was the last one to arrive....sorry ah....watch a movie called 'another cinderella story'. It's pretty much ur normal Cinderella with some useless stupid stepmothers and her 2 retard stepsisters who think they're better than others, but at least the Cinderella is a bit different...she's a great dancer and there's no no glass slippers or handphones, just a Zune...the prince's not a jock, but a pop star....we also celebrate my early birthday there....although my birthday is a week after holidays....instead of the traditional cake, we used cupcakes.....receive some great presents.....thx lotz....^^

(note : i'm 14 years old....14!!!! not 6....)

2009-05-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

Taged by XinJun and Zhe Yoong....haiz.....

1))The person who tagged you is: XinJun and Zhe Yoong
2) Your relationship with him/her is: Friends
3)Your first impression of him/her is: Erm ...xj-smart and zy-quiet
4)The most memorable moments with he/she: erm....dunno
5)The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: erm...nothing
6)If he/she becomes your lover, you will...: erm...i'm not lesbian....
7)If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at: i'm not lesbian lar...
8)If he/she becomes your enemy, what would you do : nothing
9)If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: who knows?i'm not a psychic ...
10)The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: nothing...
11)Your overall impression on him/her: xj-loves to sing!!!! zy-crazy...
12)The characteristic you love most about yourself: dunno.....
13)The characteristic you hate most about yourself: dunno ...
14) The most ideal person you want to be is: erm ...someone i like?...
15)For people who care and love you, say something to them: thx for the memories!!!!love ya!!!
Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:♥
1 Zhe Yoong
2 XinJun
3 Cherie
4 Chy Suen
5 Li Min
6 Yew Ming
7 Yu Jing
8 Jing Qian
9 Jocelyn
10 Pei Pei
17)Who is 6 having relationship with?dunno
18)Is 9 a male or a female? Female
19)What is 2 studying at the moment? dunno
20)Who was the last person you had a chat with? Pei Pei....
21)What kind of music does 8 like? Jay Chou 's type of music...i think
22)Does 1 have any sibilings? 1 brother and 1 sister
23)Is 4 single? Think so
24)What is the surname of 5? Ng....
25)What's the hobby of 5? not sure ...
26)Do 7 and 9 get along well? erm.....they dun kno each other
27)Where is 10 studying at? Catholic high school
28)Say something casual about your eyes: erm...have nothing to say....
29)Have you tried developing feelings for 2? Dunno ...
30)Where does 9 live? Dunno ...
31)What colour does 4 like? Not sure ...
32)Are 5 and 1 good friends/Do they know each other? Quite ...
33)Does 2 like 7? erm....they don't know each other...
34)How did you get to know 8? same class in primary school
35)Does 1 have any pets? Nope
36)Is 7 the sexiest person in the world? Dunno ...
37)Are you sexy? ...what kind of question is this?!
38)What am i doing now? answering all this questions....

2009-05-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day

To all the teacher's of SMK USJ12 and SJK(c)Lick Hung......
Hey....happy teacher's day....
thanks for teaching us!!!!
and sorry that we all damn noisy in class.....

2009-05-28T10:18:00.000+08:00

Got back some of the exam papers.....
d results ok...
well....except for Sejarah....
when i got back d papers....
wishing time could back.....
where i could change not just the exam results....
but so many more......
but then.....
it's impossible....
right?

2009-05-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

To all d people that ask me to put cbox,i finally put d...so....stop nagging me....by d way...DO NOT spam it....or else.....

2009-05-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

Lots of nice movies coming out lately, but cannot go see.....T.T.....hope when hols can go see la.....

Angels and demons....some friends go see d,they say damn nice....but is pg18 coz got some....erm....inappropriate killing scenes....haiz.....so.....no hope d.......T.T.......

Ghost of girlfriend past....its something like the christmas carol....but is bout the guy and all his ex....lotz ppl say its quite funny....bt then.....dunno what's d age limit lor.....haiz.......
exam just ended and mid year hols coming d....should be happy wan...but nw damn scare will fail exam....hope wun die.......if fail,my holiday will be force to spend with buku rujukans.....T.T

2009-05-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!!!!!!
exam finnaly over!!!!!finally get o use computer d....haha......two weeks d ar....T.T.....bt mid-year exam is soooooo hard.especially maths paper 2 and science...oh god....i sure get bad grade d....i'm gonna die....

2009-05-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday's Mother's day.....went to One Utama's Chilis t eat dinner.....dammit....have to wait damn long just to go in, and the food's damn expensive!!!!!!!at least 20 bucks!!!!!XP......die ady...most of us ordered lamb.....d food's quite tasty and all....we had a good time.but when the bill came...O.O...almost 200 bucks!!!!!!!!!!it's so expensive!!!!but nevermind la.....mother's day mah....as long as mom's happy.......

**~~~Happy belated Mother's Day lo!!!!!!~~~~**

Better in time..............

2009-05-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Going, coming... thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gonna be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV,
Without something there that would remind me
It wasn't all that easy
To just put aside your feelings.
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings

But that's the path
I believe in,
And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gonna be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

Most Beautiful Meeting

2009-04-30T10:22:00.000+08:00

While watching Boys Over Flowers, a quote showed up in the show.....the leading actress was reading it to a man in coma....
"......the most beautiful meeting is like a hankerchief, it wipes away your sweat and tears....."
She said she like this quote, the same goes for me.
Thanks to my friends and families.....
You are my personal handkerchief!!!!!!!!!!!(swt....)
So I was wondering.....
Whether in love or in friendship....
have you met your hankerchief?
( damn....i sound so crazy)
By d way....BOF rocks~!!!

2009-04-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

went to Jing Xian's house to for Sivik project.....for Delphi it's due next week and for us....well....I'm not sure....we're there at 10am....most of the time, we were playing and talking....like every other teens in the world....but!!!!we did use 1% of the time to do project....haha......see how rajin we are.....we ate Domino pizza for lunch...thx lots JX!!!!!!not long later then we all walked to 3A's Nainas and lepak.....we ate roti tisue and I found out that Li Min has never eat it before....damn sad wei.....

(She didn't know I took this pic...so...tell no one)

The weather's damn hot....I swear....we are all close to heat stroke when we walked back to JX's house.....( kesian us).....we also went to the park to play...Zhe Yoong went back home bout 6pm....Li Min went back not long later....me and Cherie went home bout 7pm coz her dad came late....damn tired.....
so my whole day is spent at JX's house....for you who are reading this....it might be kinda boring.....
Bye..........................

Trip

2009-04-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

This is the concert i went to last Saturday at Genting......erm....sorry that it's not clear cause the singer's wearing white outfit and there are bright white light shining it......so....forgive me.....it was fun though......

Happy Birthday!!!!!!

2009-04-23T11:12:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the belated wishes......
But i wish you at school d lar...
Happy Birthday to Hui Si!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
14 this year.....
I wish you all the best in your life!!!!!

I've got you

2009-04-23T11:09:00.001+08:00

The world would be a lonely place
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til the sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer

I never doubted you at all
If the stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall?
(by and watch them fall)
So hold me 'til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah when I've got you
Oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if they do
I'll be in bed so close to you
To hold you through the night
And you'll be unaware
But if you need me I'll be there

Yeah I got you
Oh to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah when I've got you
To make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together
Yeah when I got you...

2009-04-23T10:39:00.000+08:00

Thanks so much ChySuen!!!!for helping me save my blog from ICU......
Thanks to XinJun too!!!!d skin u picked was vry pretty....but damn the person who design it.....got problem....
Thanks to the both of you!!!! :p

Sorry.....
din post anything bout d genting trip.....
haven load d pics to comp yet...bz these days.....

A child's mind

2009-04-23T10:25:00.000+08:00

KH gt craving veges contest and our team completely din prepare.....god.....we played with the knife and try to 'kill' ourselves....well....at least I did....haha.....our team was like simply cutting and doing nothing while d other team was like damn serious.....I'm sure we'll get d last.Then our teacher was asking us what were we doing coz our team was like the most messy wan. So I just make up a theme.....A child's mind!!!!simple and stupid....haha....anyway, JX's team won( so predictable).....Congrats JX!!!!....and our teacher told us a lie....when I told her our project damn useless.....she say ' it may look simple but it's not...'...what the hell was it suppose to mean?!
by d way......Tofu......go Fatty la......won't kill wan.......
Bye.....

~ The Time Of My Life~

Friday.....

2009-04-17T22:06:00.001+08:00

went to Fatty today...saw lots of our school students there....sat with XJ.....then one of her freinds sat with us....chat for a while then went back to school....we sat at d Dataran to chat...it was then when XJ's friend started attacking her with sweets....THIS IS WAR!!!!!!haha.....wasted XJ's sweet....haha.....even until rehat still kena marah by her...hoho......anyway.....my blog's currently in ICU(intensive care unit) so can't type posts that often....Hari Sukan's tomorrow....bt get to skip coz going to Genting...Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:P....will post pics as soon as I found out how to do it....yep...i'm a computer idiot.....serious...it's not my fault that the comp hate me.....i'm completely 'innocent'....haha.....byeeeee......

Wednesday.....

2009-04-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

cooking today....for KH.....damn scared.....heart's wishing that d food doesn't burn, d kitchen doesn't burn....d human also didn't burn.....swt.....when we went to take d ingredients that were stored in d school fridge, we found out that some idiot put d meat that I'm cooking into d freezer....d thing's totally frozen...dammit...while I was busy panicking, our smart teacher told me to put it in d microwave, thx lots!!!!Then when one of our teammates went to take d frying pan....she found something unexpected......a COCKROACH!!!!!!!its so disgusting......she screamed and it scared me too.....nearly burned my hand.....haiz......finally,we're done.Gave some to teacher....she said it was quite tasty...thank god it didn't burn coz i really dun want to fail.....have to clean our station afterward...suddenly, the school bell rang, it's time to go home but we haven finish cleaning up....so most of us went home late, teacher have to send me home coz my bus abandon me.....T.T......but thx teacher!!!!!! (hope can get good marks for d cooking!!!!!)
well....have nothing to type d....
bye......

Happy Birthday!!!!!!

2009-04-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELIZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
生日快乐!!!!!!!
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Sunday.....

2009-04-12T16:49:00.000+08:00

have to wake up early coz some function at d temple.....damn sleepy wei.....talked with some friends....all oso complain dat have to wake up early...haha.....anyway.....going to cycle with cherie afterward......haha.....guess i have ntg to type d.....
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee......:P

Saturday....

2009-04-12T16:19:00.000+08:00

went to school....have replacement class.....lotz of ppl din come.....bt lucky thg Cherie, LiMin, Xinjun....etc gt come....if nt then damn boring leh.....bcoz my fren sick...so went to BBI with her...damn nice wei....thr gt sir-cond...thx 4 being sick!!!!!!(haha....if she read this she will sure to kill me....) anyway....forgot to tell bus uncle scool end at 6.05...so went home bout 7....waste of time leh.....should have ask Janice or nicole to fecth me....othr than that...its pretty much a boring day
Bye................

Friday....

2009-04-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

Normal day at school.....
damn boring.....
evening went to my aunt's dinner party.....
basically.....
it's very3 boring....
juz eating and hearing other ppl talk....
alll my couz, aunts n uncs talk bout college n work oni......
and i just say ' erm....ah....oh' at d entire conversation.....
d food's okay.....
but luckily...my aunt gave me 2 great bags....
made up for my almost-dying-of-boredom day.....
love ya aunt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went to my relative's hse after dat...
celebrate her birthday.....took some pics.....then went home.....
So here I wish....
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*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
To my dear aunt.......

Sick!

2009-04-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

Went to the clinic today, thx to the heavy rain and air-cond yesterday....wait damn long....so many sick people there, germs all flying around....eww.....went in the doc's office, he asked me so many Qs,then use a stupid torch light to flash my eye...so pain...dumb doc....some more have to eat some stupid medicine.T.T....later went to Sunway Pyramid, saw my friend with her sis at the Popular bookshop,so bored thr....later went cycling with friend and tooks some pics for d sivik project thats due at d end of April...now haven even start leh.....sure will kena marah wan!!!!