ToTiredToCry
Saturday, January 23, 2010
I really don't know why...
but I've been feeling really irritated lately...
Everything that seems so normal to me before became very weird...
And for some reason...
It sometimes makes me quite angry...
Anyway...
I feel really pissed off lately...
Is it that important that I have to take it???
Can't i make my own decisions???
No matter whatever relationship it is...
Whether is it friends or family...
Shouldn't they support my decision...
Instead...
They disagree with my decisions...
And even criticized me for it...
It's my life isn't it???
Shouldn't I be the one to decide who and what I want to be???
I'm not a doll that wears whatever clothes others decide...
Or speak and act the way they wanted...
I'm really really tired...
Tired of putting up a normal face at home when I really want to cry...
Tired of explaining...
All I want is to be free of all this....
All I want is to be who I want to be...
but I've been feeling really irritated lately...
Everything that seems so normal to me before became very weird...
And for some reason...
It sometimes makes me quite angry...
Anyway...
I feel really pissed off lately...
Is it that important that I have to take it???
Can't i make my own decisions???
No matter whatever relationship it is...
Whether is it friends or family...
Shouldn't they support my decision...
Instead...
They disagree with my decisions...
And even criticized me for it...
It's my life isn't it???
Shouldn't I be the one to decide who and what I want to be???
I'm not a doll that wears whatever clothes others decide...
Or speak and act the way they wanted...
I'm really really tired...
Tired of putting up a normal face at home when I really want to cry...
Tired of explaining...
All I want is to be free of all this....
All I want is to be who I want to be...